Are You Ready?

bang!

2007-02-13T00:27:00.000+08:00

today.. wake up.. at 9+ then very tired lo.. decided to go cousin hse.. then take bus there.. wen walking to cousin's hse almost kena bang by car cause listen to phone lol. then.. evening go home.. eat long john.. da bao back home eat ^^.. then at nite.. play audi.. Mr yong came my hse! talk abt some Os de stuff with my mummy.. then i kind feel that i did badly lo.. hais~ nvm.. its over *pats myself* (= then now browsing through the various diff. poly de courses now.. engineering ba.. i guess.. yup.. sian.. *rotting*

signin off here le tc !! ~

Os result

2007-02-10T09:30:00.000+08:00

ok. today's the day. release of Os results.. by the tone of my words u can guess how well i did for it bah anyways! first i would like to thank god for this result.. that i didnt get any worse than this. another thing is.. whats done is done right? i cant change this fact i cant change the O level result.. nope i cant.

so why not be optimistic about the results (= i should be bah.. crying, blahblahblah couldnt salvage / change the fact that i done badly for it lol.. gavin's reaction was a bit of surprised right? gerald was worried that i might be upset for my results.. dun worry im not affect much by it.. just considering wad courses should i take now..

going to meet u guys for dinner later. LOL cya laterz man.

...

2007-02-05T16:15:00.000+08:00

its been a couple of days since i had blogged le.. a lot of things had happened.. realli a lot.. woa.. 4 big turnin points for me.. some ppl know some ba.. i think.. but anyways!.. life's gotta go on lolx.. ya..

somemore Os result coming out this friday liao.. *wish myself gd luck* and of cuz.. those who are receiving their results too.. hope i dont score too jia lat.. =x

so tired.. life had been always like this.. my life had been a circle.. which i had been running round and round.. wondering where i had brought myself to.. nowhere..

very tired le.. feel like going to sleep le.. ya.. take care peeps. god bless..! (=

wat the hell la..

2007-02-01T12:36:00.000+08:00

nb.. u cannot imagine how i am feeling now lor.. zz bloody hell.. cut my hair so short.. now onli left fringe sia heng the hairdresser nvr cut if not i will kill her LOL.. my back zz damn it.. haiz.. now must wait for it to grow lah.. kao..

talented sia

2007-01-31T11:50:00.000+08:00

-_- i wake up at 8+ one lor.. then i continue to sleep until 10am wa sian.. in the end i was late.. was supposed to meet gerald at bishan mrt station.. then in the end my dad send me to northpoint.. then i take mrt to go bishan.. went to gym lo.. but dun feel like running today.. so i started with the other machines after all the work out we went to bishan S11 to eat.. shiok sia the wan ton mee wahahahas.. the fried wanton is so shiok lo! we order another 2 plates of wonton.. lolx..

after tat went to a little big of walk walk at novena then after that go toa payoh play pool.. a while nia there is $7.20/ hr sia.. so ex.. after tat went home liao.. so sian hahas.

ai ya.. play pool also cannot win zz i keep playing also cannot improve de maybe i dun have the so call "talent" ba.. those who nvr play so much also can win me haix.. oh well.. lose then lose ba.. i will still play de =X..

stoppin here
take cares~!

ShOpPiNg SpReE~~

2007-01-30T15:29:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a sunday church service.. i wake up at 8am but decided to sleep more ba.. then up 10 then wake up ahh lol confirm late liao..reach church at ard 11am.. yup.. then listen to the preaching.. like wan sleep sia -__-'' then service end le..

went to eat lunch with hoho and yuhang they all.. lols.. after tat went elgin's hse to play street soccer with all my church peeps! yup had lots of fun.. then at nite go to yishun stadium de gym with DUGDS gang LOL.. xD after tat go LJS eat le then go funland hang ard then walk home!

lol.. 2dae.. is another day of boredom.. hmm.. so decided to go out with gavin + yuhang for a shopping spree~! lolx.. wa.. see so much clothes at bugis.. all also nice sia.. but i nvr bring a lot of money.. so didnt really buy a lot of clothes.. )=

yup.. after going to bugis.. went to suntec then to marina square then to city link de flash and splash.. so ex lor the shorts.. like average price is 70+ bucks a piece! -.-'' if i buy i poc liao! =x at night went to meet gerald at bugis and went for dinner for hokkien mee.. not bad lah haha.. the chilli was shiok.. then went to somemore shopping.. i was super tired lah.. haha.. in the end bought a berm + a t shirt yup..

wad a day.. then YH,DO,JG,ME take 851 to go back yishun.. very funny lo.. on the way had so much fun.. listening to music.. then got another bus beside our bus they were so crowded lo LOL.. then we laugh cause our bus so little people.. haha then i show the hand signal to them to ask them come over to our bus ( which is not possible) then the person point middle finger at us LOL.. xD wad an experience.. then after we reach northpoint YH go buy a shirt.. then we buy some bubble tea then walk home.. on the way continue to chat.. even until under my block..

chat abt a lot of stuff.. it was great day u guys had given me.. really appreciate today.. of course.. wish everyday could be an enjoyable day like this.. but its almost impossible bah.. anyways..

signin off here
take cares~!

rainy.. or sunny?

2007-01-26T17:11:00.000+08:00

today wake up "early" in the morning ard.. 11+ ba.. then online to slack.. wait until ard 1+ then found out that im free for the whole day.. so i went to sch to "help" the boys with their parade notice board.. ya.. i really "helped" lol.. i have indeed seen the boys growing up these few years.. learn more and more stuff from bb but there are also too people who chosed to leave bb.. in the end charlie batch onli left engkiong + alvin LOL.. plus damien (same age as me) but going to pass out again this year.. ai yo 3 people onli might as well cancel the POP -.-''

after all the notice board stuff we went to tidy up the storeroom a bit.. then we started to become the ELDDS -.- everyone took a wooden pole stick and starts fooling ard.. thats the point where i realise that nt all boys have fully matured wahahas.. anyways.. it was raining la so we didnt play soccer until a later time.. then the rain stop followed by bit of showering here and there.. but in the end still got myself wetwet de.. =/ had fun playing "crazy" soccer with ek, alvin, wensheng, damien, sebas..

at night went out to meet sean with ek after eating my dinner at home.. then went to play pool with ek at safra.. lol.. hes staying in my hse nw -.- then go parade tml early early in the morning =/ yup.. k la ending here le.. cyas~ take care!!

nyp

2007-01-25T18:58:00.000+08:00

past midnight on thursday.. or should i say early in the morning of friday? but anyways.. i am.. awake obviously.. sigh.. forget to blog lol reach home at ard 11:30pm.. zz my handphone no battery liaos.. =.=

ok la thursday went to nyp.. go there also nth much.. actually i go there for fun de la haha. dunno lei.. also nvr ask about anything much.. just go there walk walk and see the open hse stuff ba.. ya.. better than staying at home

after that went to play pool with friends.. lol then at night went for meeting.. dots started at 8++ yep.. then went to eat my dinner at 400+ =P then i run home.. and guess wad..? i fall down LOL.. -.- dots.. cause wan chiong home ma.. =X stupid me.. =/

anyways i going to sleep soon liaos.. yupp.. take care those who are looking at this post.. god bless~! (=

my own little world

2007-01-24T09:43:00.000+08:00

back.. to my own world.. yep.. after going to gym this morning with gerald n yuhang.. haha rarely go gym de.. then today go there playplay a bit la lol.. stay there for ard 1hr-2hr yep.. after that went back to yishun to eat.. then watch movie with gerald "blood diamond" average show la.. NC16 though too bad for those under 16 LOL.. heh.. then finish le went home lo.. sitting here posting..

[hmm.. hen sian.. sometimes i really wonder why do i feel this way.. izzit out of love? or concern? or even jealousy? confused -.-'' maybe this is all out of my control.. but i am slowly able to walk out of it.. out of that miserable circle =P wadeva it is..to think that i am actually living like this for the last...10+ weeks? cant imagine.. ]

oh comeon.. im "back to my very own world now" =/ after going through all these have thought it through le.. and i have came up with a solution.. duno if it works la... lolx.. but i shall try wahaha...

im so stinko now lars.. better go bath first.. then think of wad to do bah.. SO SIAN.. xD

hurts

2007-01-21T23:13:00.000+08:00

sat.. went to church after my parade.. yea.. the altar call was to let jesus heal my heart.. i did respond and god did showed me some of the past hurts he reminded me of wad exactly happened and stuff.. to forgive those who hurt me.. at the bottom of my heart.. of course its never easy i admit..

then we had a change of accountability partner.. when i got my paper my partner was jia ming .. yea.. let god lead me in how to approach him bah.. very worried about him too.. he hasnt been coming to church..

Sunday, went to church in the morning somehow i managed to wake up despite having no alarm clock or anyone to wake me up lol.. miracle sia.. today de service special.. its the baptism service! hahas. congratulations to those who got baptised.. its definitely gonna be a memorable day of their lives..cause it was one for me.. haha.. welcome to the family peeps! (=

signin off here.. byes~

sian

2007-01-20T13:57:00.000+08:00

siansiansian.. today was another rotting day.. hahas..ya.. whole day stay at home

ok la also nth much to say here.. bye all ^^

helplessness

2007-01-19T15:12:00.000+08:00

sitting on my chair slacking nw.. 11+ le.. hais.. i feel so helpless today.. feel so useless.. sorry.. wasnt able to do much to help u.. hope u feel better though... very tired.. very very.. dont realli have an aim nw.. dun even know wad to do each day.. just waiting for each day to pass by.. this piece of feeling inside my heart can sometimes rip my heart apart.. its just this feeling which is affecting me.. sometimes.. hais..

republic poly

2007-01-17T00:12:00.000+08:00

hereee to blogg.. xD lols. hen sian sia.. T.T today.. actually planned to go gym with gerald tan and ho + vinay de then suddenly they cancel it le.. -.-'' then left with nothing do again! ahhh... i am bored to death le.. feel like playing pool.. -.-'' but nobody pei wo play hais..~

end up going to republic poly.. thought of going.. better than staying at home to rot right? ^^ went to republic poly with vinay got lots of goodies stuff sia.. ( dont say i cheapskate, is they wan give me de LOLS~ ) wahahhas... walk ard all the booths to understand more abt the courses available.. talk crap with all the rp students sia.. -.- lol. then carried on going up an escalator.. then saw the audition stuff! waa.. hesitated and thought better not play la later embarass myself.. -.- in the end cannot control myself.. haha.. go in to play.. lol.. in rp i also saw many sec sch students there.. from all kinds of school.. maybe because its the last day bah..

okay.. stopping here cya!~ take care peeps xD

new hp woohoo~

2007-01-16T14:42:00.000+08:00

wahaha.. i think u know wad i gonna say le right.. well.. those who are looking at my blog now dont jealous hor xDD.. anyway anyway.. its just a new hp -_- haha i am happy la.. at least.. here to share my joy with u =X hahas.. yupp..

other than buying a new hp today.. its still a normal day.. went to my cousin hse.. since nth to do.. with my mother.. then after tat go woodlands causeway point buy new hp.. yay? -.-'' guess wad model is it.. yep its a sony ericsson W850i wahahas.. now still uploading songs.. 1gb.. enuff bahx haha..

okok enuf about the new hp.. well.. nothing much to talk about anyways.. maybe going to gym tml morning.. with friends.. then after that dunno do wad liao.. lol..

stop bloggin here le!!.. take care wor those who are lookin at this post now! (= cyaas!

just another day..

2007-01-14T14:36:00.000+08:00

5th day liao.. yup.. just another normal saturday.. but i went for the first official parade for my bb company.. -.- all i can say is quite slack.. ya.. also the first parade for the sec 1s i think 5 or 6 attend bah but get to know them liao better le.. haha..

hen sian, after parade liao went home to change then go northpoint eat with lawrence.. ate at yoshinoya haha.. quite ex.. then after that went to church at ard3 bah with hua boon.. in the end arrived late for prayer meeting.. diaos.. lolx.

today service is LG session.. which we did not have it for quite some time.. yep.. shared some private stuff together.. after that we went for dinner and fellowship..

quite normal day bah..

on the outside it seems.

what a day

2007-01-12T23:27:00.000+08:00

yo.. haha finally start on my blog now.. eating my cup noodles.. so hungry -.- okay.. let's see wad have i done today.. oh yea.. bb day.. haha.. well..managed to wake up in the morning 5:00am thanks to a a person's sms.. haha amazing.. and.. it was still raining heavily.. so i decided to wear Pt-kit to go to school before i change into my PRIMERs' full u wahaha.. well.. i did take an umbrella.. as soon as i step out of the shelter.. the rain became bigger.. -.-'' (so suay T.T) i think u can guess wad happened to me.. haha.. but luckily my full uniform was protected..

yay finish eating liao.. -_-'' dotsdots.. went to eat mac in the morning with my fellow "security guards" and plus Mr Wee.. guess my meal was the cheapest.. $2.25 for a sausage mac muffin + ice milo yumyum.. went back to school to pick up my stuff and went home to slack after that..

in the evening i went out to the northpoint timezone just hanging around there.. 6++ went to burger king to help hl with some school work.. teaching u was tough.. haha jkjk.. must concentrate more hor.. dun be so lazy..! duh.. time flies.. as friday is gonna end.. after all the studying.. went to play a little bit of games la.. haha.. no harm right.. =x went home at ard.. 10+ yup.. hl rmbr to do ur hw..! = = hahas.. relax relax

signing off here liao.. guess cant sleep too late too.. tml got bb parade.. yup.. nitenites!

yo...

2007-01-11T23:11:00.000+08:00

It has already been three days, since i made this blog.. 11:17pm now feeling lonely.. i've never wonder why i wanted company everytime.. to be occupied with stuff.. i dislike this lonely feeling.. maybe thats human nature bah.. but i supposed its not possible to be accompanied by someone everytime.. just put down the phone after a chat..

Its raining outside.. as i hear the rain drops falling onto the ground.. i felt as if i am the rain drop having no aims in my life.. just waiting to do as wad i am told.. hais.. falling on to the ground.. flowing into the drain and into the sea..

a sad moment which will soon be over i guess or even hope.. and even if i hate this like of feeling.. to feel lonely.. whose gonna realise that i am feeling this way..? i doubt there would be any..

u may be reading this entry of mine.. thinking that i am trying to get ppl to sympathise over me.. please dont feel this way i dont need u to feel this way.. there probably wont be any one who understand me.. completely..

what thing?

2007-01-10T21:48:00.000+08:00

sitting in my room wondering how to start this post is wad i am thinking of now.. actually i am quite bored.. thats how i came into creating this blog of mine.. well if my life was a movie.. i am sure it wouldnt interest one much.. thought of going to find a job.. but wo you xin wu li.. -.-''

today is something special come to think of it.. at least it isnt the same as yesterday i doubt it would be the same as tml so let's call today a "special" day.. oo.. i am so lame ^^

woke up at 10am++ .. pig? neh.. at least i wake up earlier than yesterday (=

stopping here le.. going to link some more peeps! =P cya!

new blog..

2007-01-09T19:36:00.000+08:00

yo all.. this is my new blog.. like the skin! wahahaha.. for those who dun really know me.. i am 16+ this year.. currently waiting for O levels results.. yea.. that means i am so free.. plus im not workin.. so its like super bored.. think u know wad i mean..